such swoon-worthy days… yea yea i know this is only for like the “honeymoon” period, but we should enjoy it before it’s gone no? sweet smses, flirting with each other… words seem more than words… thrown around like little candies, to sweeten you whenever it touches your hands, face, lips, arms.
“can i stun you again? i love you”
it’s always amazing what little things can do? just a stupid phrase like this, which carries no voice, no feelings, no emotions, no actions… but all the same, it send a little thrill of delight up your spine. it leaves you feeling tingly. it makes your heart thump just a bit faster, just a bit harder. it makes you swoon, it makes your heart flutter, it makes your time stop, it makes you grin.
it makes you feel loved.
just for that short 1s, before the real world forcefully pushes back into your attention span. the insecurites seep back in… “is he toying with me? just a random phrase that he doesn’t mean?” it’s inevitable for me at least, because i am an extremely insecure girl. i don’t know why, but i just am. that’s why i’m skeptical, to protect myself. but once i do dedicate myself, it’s very hard for me to save the remenants of my heart if it gets stepped on.
no pain, no gain huh?
